poor me sick ady

27042007 friday
i finishe ECON paper
that day i jz slpt 1 n half hour onli
super geng loo
den 2.30pm exam
i was so nervous
nearly forgot all the things
den hunry oso
den so cold thr
make me super suffer
den after exam direct go to eat den rest at home
2nd day
no voice
i cant say anything out
so shit
slp whole day
after that jz better a bit
den now still headche
den stomachache
these two days cant read anything
heng that the next exam is on thrusday
if tml exam
i thk i sure die badly
=(

after final
i wan go to low yat buy mic n webcam
i wan go shopping buy shirts n skirts n shorts
i wan go eyes on m'sia
i wan to genting
i wan meet shirley
i wan meet quek mama
i wan meet loke
i wan meet many friends
heehee ^^
this is my initial planning
hope can fulfill oo
haha

i like SHE de chinese languange
esp the rao kou ling
i wan to learn it up
haha
can get fun

扁担宽 板凳长
扁担想绑在板凳上
板凳不让扁担绑在板凳上
扁担偏要绑在板凳上
板凳偏偏不让扁担绑在那板凳上
到底扁担宽还是板凳长

哥哥弟弟坡前坐
坡上卧着一只鹅
坡下流着一条河
哥哥说 宽宽的河
弟弟说 白白的鹅
鹅要过河 河要渡鹅
不知是那鹅过河

有个小孩叫小杜
上街打醋又买布
买了布 打了醋
回头看见鹰抓兔
放下布 搁下醋
上前去追鹰和兔
飞了鹰 跑了兔
洒了醋 湿了布

嘴说腿 腿说嘴
嘴说腿 爱跑腿
腿说嘴 爱卖嘴
光动嘴 不动腿
光动腿 不动嘴
不如不长腿和嘴
到底是那嘴说腿 还是腿说嘴

this is the last nite i cry for u
hope that we can c each other in my graduation day
stop contacting each other
stop caring bout each other
stop missing each other
start from now
like this mayb i wont suffer again

to yeow,
u lov wat u choose
hope u can b lov forever with her
with my best regrads

ooo

finally finished one subject-- LAW

but

my housemates all finished 2 subjects

i jz start the exam today

poor me =(

eih....

wondering wan to change hp o not

recently lov SEz610i or SEz750i crazily

they omost the same

jz the latter bigger than the former one

mayb bcoz it is flip den strong color

suit to my strong attitude oso

heehee ^^

but i fall in lov with my NOKIA 5300 now

heart it much

if change vy sry for it

haiz~~~

but the most important is

i still hav to get the $$ to change it

baba n mama wont support me de

=(

who wanna gift me SEz610i or SEz750i

i wanna try the 3G

seem can get fun thr

haha

who wanna let me play 3G??

sms me n tell me

haha

friday is ECON paper

pray for me ya~~

>.^

SEz610i

my NOKIA 5300

o.O
shd i change??

congrats to me!!
i hav recovered from my unhappy
it seem a bit fast
but i reali gain happy from those unhappy
sth cannot b thk too much sometimes
it will hurt urself n others
walk out from the sadness n look back will feel that y that time i was such a fool
sad n happy is the feeling that we categorized it
if not categorized these feelings i thk all of the ppl wont noe wat is happy wat is sad
my sad gone
my happy back
my friend told me i hav to b more confidence all the time
under couraging
i shd walk out to hav a new sunshine
thx for the two funny guys ytd
reali make me vy happy
haha
so great to hav such friends

all my friends
thx for being my listener when i was unhappy
thx for accompanying when i nid u all
thx all my friends
i lov u all

happy 20th birthday to 秋同学& 权权

0030
帮秋同学庆生
半夜冒着大风到游泳池边等他们来
风大到连蜡烛都点不起
他们一直很不解为什么明明是庆20岁生日
哪来的5只大蜡烛
哈哈
这都是我的idea
哈哈
就纯粹我想捣蛋没有别的意思
不过他们男生真的玩得很开
全部都下水

1030
我们到old town帮权权庆生
今天还真的是大众生日天啊
一堆人生日
哈哈
现在没有5只大蜡烛了
不过我跟店员讨了20只小蜡烛
哈哈
也是纯粹好玩
他们也玩得很开
aluba,丢泳池什么都来
就连不是生日的家伙都中招
哈哈

从这两个庆生我能得到一个结论
secret recipe的蛋糕真的很贵
九个人分了还要差不多10块酱
OMG
还是权权的经济点
哈哈
总得来说还是开心的啦
希望大家都天天开心咯
^^

u wont noe how happy i m now
we hav been 1 mth ++ din contact each other ady
although sometime will received his fwd msg
still not chat with each other
recently we chat like b4
he said cannot b tgt
he nid time to walk out from the hurt that i gav him b4
i m quite regret n sad hurt him that much
i dunno how long he nid
but i will acc him o the time
wait until he recover from his hurt
i cant force him to accept me again
but hopefully hope he can b happy chatting with me o the time
i m glad to chat with him again
recently he bz doin his work
but if he got time he still will reply my msg
hope that we can b tgt like b4 soon
pray for me ya~~
>.^

Mirror Mirror

Why don't I like the girl I see
The one who's standing right in front of me
Why don't I think before I speak
I should have listened to that voice inside me
I must be stupid, must be crazy, must be out of my mind
To say the kind of things I said last night
Mirror mirror hanging on the wall
You don't have to tell me who's the biggest fool of all
Mirror mirror I wish you could lie to me
And bring my baby back, bring my baby back to me
Why did I let you walk away
When all I had to do was say I'm sorry
I let my pride get in the way
And in the heat of the moment I was to blame
I must be stupid, must be crazy, must be out of my mind
Now in the cold light of the day I realize
Mirror mirror hanging on the wall
You don't have to tell me who's the biggest fool of all
Mirror mirror I wish you could lie to me
And bring my baby back, bring my baby back to me
If only wishes could be dreams
And know my dreams could come true
There would be two us standing here in front of you
If you could show me that someone that I used to be
Bring back my baby, my baby to me
Mirror mirror hanging on the wall
You don't have to tell me who's the biggest fool of all
Mirror mirror I wish you could lie to me
And bring my baby back, bring my baby back to me
Mirror mirror hanging on the wall
You don't have to tell me who's the biggest fool of all
Mirror mirror I wish you could lie to me
And bring my baby back, bring my baby back to me

刚睡醒
做了个梦
难得梦里的人是清楚的
可能是想太多的关系才会梦到他吧
梦里我们是朋友
现实里我们什么也不是
又不像朋友般可以聊到天南地北
又不像暧昧般可以聊得很balia
更不像情侣般可以聊过去，现在，将来
我现在很怕考试结束那天的到来
我怕他的话让我更难过
我怕
我真的怕
他说他有女朋友了
或许我们不该再做朋友
或许我不该sms给他
或许我不用等到那天我就已经知道结果了
或许我真的不该期望什么了
或许我们真的完了
或许应该不再爱了

拜五后
整间房子就剩我一个人了
一个人我该怎么过?
希望哀伤和寂静不要找上我
更不要来烦我
我不想因为这些事而辜负对我有期望的人
我会加油的

生，我应该放弃了吗?

u wont noe how stupid i m now....

我笨得以为可以像以前一样
原来不能了
你的一句话让我觉得我真的很傻
我是不是该继续呢?
我的自信是你建立起来的
也被你摧毁了
我不敢说我受伤了
因为你比我伤得更重
你真的不用担心我了
我想通了

我的两位好姐妹最近也在爱情边缘徘徊着
我们三个人有着共同的烦恼
就连哭，也是同一天
不过有个是幸福的
有个是窃喜又有点害怕而难过
有个是完全崩溃的
不过这都难不到我们
不管姐妹们会怎样
我们都会互相支持对方
姐妹们
加油哦。。。。。
别学我
我是个超失败的例子

final exam come
nid to put more effort on it

final exam timetable:
25/04/2007 [1400~1630] LAW
27/04/2007 [1430~1700] ECONOMICS
03/05/2007 [0900~1130] QT2
05/05/2007 [1400~1630] MARKETING
07/05/2007 [0900~1130] FINANCE

5 days exam used my three weeks time
y last day on monday??
unfair oo
my housemate o end thier exam on 04052007
jz marketing student nid to take till 07052007
sigh**
plz dun let me hav sup in this sem
i wanna score high mark d
pray for me ya~~

06042007 is GOOD FRIDAY
i go to church with chloe
the massa is on 4pm
the hotest time in the day
walk around the church
kneel n stand in the church
when home
my kneel swollen
my heart pain
my tears shed
my sin cant remove

i wish i can cry
but i cant
i wish i can cry in ur hug
but i cant
i wish alot
but i cant hav those wish actually

i noe i m selfish
i noe i m playful
i noe i m flirt
i noe i m nt a gd gal to cherish
i noe i m bad
i noe i m sturborn
i noe i cant ask u 'how r u?' anymore

mama ask me whether i m not happy
i surprised that she ask me this
she reali point it
but i cant tell her i reali not vy happy
not that i m bulied by someone
jz i m useless to make myself strong enuff
i promise i will b strong
i oways want myself to b strong
so i will....

end with this i wan to tell someone
stop cheating gal again!!
that no point for u to cheat a gal
that no point for u to simply ask a gal to b ur gf
if u reali lov ur gf
jz wait her back to ur hug
not simply find a gal to acc u when u r lonely
ur sweet talk make me feel like u r low cls
stop doin those stupid things n think o the gal r fools
u r the big fool that play with relationship

我发现
那件事后我从来没有痛痛快快的哭过
我很想找个地方不顾大家的眼光的哭
哭完了
或许就不会再去想那些事
我虽然很开朗
但碰触到伤心的领域我还是会不开心
开心也好
不开心也好
都不能怎样了
我还在期待些什么呢??
她们说我是寂寞才会想这么多
但是都过了那么久
我还是会在想
这是为什么??
我是因为好胜心态作祟
还是真的放不下??
不管怎样
我会把自己搞成这个局面也是自找的
怨不得谁
每个人都有自己想要追求的幸福，自己的爱
现在是最好的惩罚时间
我并没有折磨自己
只是让自己活在愧疚与后悔中
可能过了这段时间我才能得到真正的快乐吧

总有一天我会潇洒的放下
希望那天真的可以快点到来
真的可以
希望

<理想情人>
曾经我是多么喜欢这首歌
常常问他我是他的理想情人吗?
他会给我打几分?

<很想说>
我有话想说
但我不能说了

<单身潜逃>
逃避不能解决问题
以前的我是多么喜欢逃避
现在呢??
我不知道
有些事只存在在记忆中
有些人在记忆中会慢慢被淡忘
我会被别人淡忘吗?
我又会把谁遗忘??

<童话>
我很喜欢看beauty and the beast
也很希望会有人在临睡前对我说这个故事
我不奢望有什么公主与王子的美丽爱情故事
毕竟故事是故事
现实是不会成为故事的

<假装>
白天在人群里的我是开心的
夜晚在房里的我是伤心的
我的开心是真的开心吗?
我的伤心是真的伤心吗?
我在装开心还是在装伤心??
我到底在干嘛??

我不知道自己怎么了
我已经尽量让自己很坚强了
开心我会笑
难过我会哭
想一个人是开心的
但
想念一个人却是难过的

我病了。。。